THIS IS A VERY WEIRD LOVE STORY:
I fell in love with a girl 3 years ago, from that time on i keep thinking of her…
every day………….
every minute……….
every second of my life………
i cannot live without her…..
she is my whole life…..
i hardly find a day with happiness…
its like i cannot breath when i think of her, something is feeling heavy….
i cannot even think of her being with another man…
i want to forget her so that the weight on my heart will go away… but i know there is no life for me without her….
i just want her to be happy, but i connot even think of any other partners in life,
ITS ok, i will live my life as a bachelor, its not the problem, its the pain…

the main reasons i will not get her lies below:
she is 4 years younger than me….
she lives in another continent,another country,
i know where she lives, i know everything about her..{don’t ask me how}
i am an indian, but the girl is english, so even if i meet her and had a chance to talk to her she will not like me….
she doesn’t even know i exist… I have "0.00001" chance of meeting her or make her fall in love with me,

i don’t even stand a chance to talk to her or make her know i exist…{ i have nothing to contact her}
i want to forget her, so that when i know she is with some other guy’s, i shouldn’t break my heart….

I used to see a dream continuously when i was young, i am not going to explain the dream now, but i know the dream happens in SCOTLAND…

when i saw this girl i felt she was the one from my dream.she lives in england.

"do you belive in instincts… and one sole partner for all lives, I THINK THE DREAM IS FROM MY PAST LIFE…"

SO WHAT I WANT TO DO IS I WANT TO FORGET HER.. I WANT TO MAKE MYSELF REALISE SHE IS NOT MADE FOR ME,, THE DREAM MAY BE JUST MY IMAGINATION,I DON’T KNOW, I JUST THINK I SAW THE DREAM MANY TIMES……..

I DON’T WANT ANY ANSWERS LIKE GETTING A COUNCILING, I WOULD LOVE LOGICAL ANSWERS…. PLS HELP ME……………
I have not been with any girl in my life, i am 19…, i have seen her, but trust me she cannot see me… its just complicated….. i cannot be with any other girls………………………………..
any other suggestions……………..
I told u its weird…………….